At the beginning of any sport, it's likely for you to find it difficult. Likewise, you might feel the same way regarding diving. You're tend to feel apprehensive but you're only going to get better as time flies. Failure is the first step towards success so you should never get disheartened and underestimate yourself. Keep your head up and continue to always give it your best. If diving is your dream then do not make the mistake of giving up on it. Because at the end of the day, you will only regret the things that you did not do. Anyone can dream but it takes a few with an awful lot of determination to endeavour a life far more better than a dream. Believe in yourself enough to reach for the stars.